What’s love got to accomplish along with it?
Ended up being we ever in deep love with Trayvon, or had been i recently permitting him have exactly exactly what he desired I wanted from him from me to get the help & protection? Had been Trayvon actually in love beside me, or did he simply want intercourse and use of my canteen account?
Considering Trayvon — yes, his love ended up being genuine, and stayed genuine also we saw each other as I was writing this over six months after the last time. I believe from it in this manner: I became not really the most obvious older white guy for him to begin striking on if all he desired would be to mooch down someone. I will be an extremely stingy coot that is old Trayvon learned that in early stages. Moreover, if he was simply on it to mooch he’d have kicked my memory to your curb and discovered another sugar daddy ASAP once I left — but 6 months later that did perhaps not appear to have occurred. Therefore i really believe there is one thing genuine whenever he will say, “There’s only 1 guy I’m totally fucked up over around here, and that’s you, Z! ”
Think about me personally? Right right right Here the clear answer is — no, I became never ever in deep love with Trayvon and I’m perhaps perhaps not now. I became but still have always been deeply in love with my now ex-wife. But I happened to be but still have always been in as with Trayvon. Me he loved me and attempt to get us to react in sort, that is what i usually told him: “I don’t love you, Trayvon, but I’m undoubtedly in just as in you. Whenever he’d tell” When, as he asked me personally the things I could perhaps mean by that we admitted, “Well have a look at me — I’ve been following you around like a small puppy dog. It ain’t love, but We undoubtedly as if you. ” He then gestured straight down towards his crotch and said, “But you deeply in love with this, ain’t you? ” i did son’t react because i did son’t desire to state no, I’m really perhaps not deeply in love with that either, but I’m definitely messing around along with it. Continue reading “Chapter 9: Trayvon — Sex, like, and Like in Prison5”